Is it hard to understand I’m incomplete,
I’m so weak,
I am not unafraid to try again,
To keep on living.
Even though you avoid these lights,
Even though you avoid me,
I see you next to me,
Your eyes shut, a smile on your lips.
Awake and afraid,
I don’t want to lose this moment,
I know a lot about myself,
I’m a liar, I want you to know.
The real me,
The one who is there,
After the many horrible years,
When I’ve known your face.