Are you mad,
Because you act like you are.
Are you in love,
Because I have seen this before.
An outsider looking in,
I am your reason and rational thought.
You have chosen to abandon me again,
To pursue someone I disapprove of.
The insomnia and nervous smoking,
Anxious for him to acknowledge you,
I can only watch this farce,
Even though it frightens me to my core.
I know that even one more,
May kill you,
I know that you are self-destructing,
But why is it always like this?
Looking for the love you deny yourself,
I cannot help you,
Because you have decided that you are not worth it.